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"Your friends are gone again."
Emma looked up from her sandwich into Jack Kasikova's amused face and promptly looked back down again, blushing furiously. "Yeah," she said lamely.
"They're Eleventh-Years, right? What are you going to do without them next year?"
"I don't know," Emma answered. "I'll be the last Journalism Student after they're gone."
She looked up at him again only to find his eyes on her. She took a bite out of her sandwich to avoid having to say anything.
"Mind if I sit with you?"
Emma tried to say "Sure," but no sound came out. She ended up gesturing somewhat brusquely at the ground and Jack sat slowly, indulgently, stretching out his long legs like a cat. Against the gentle slope of the hill in front of the Upper School, they looked even longer. Emma tried not to stare.
Jack didn't appear to have brought a lunch with him; now, Emma felt self-conscious about her sandwich. She took one final bite and wrapped it up, mentally preparing herself for the conversation Jack was sure to initiate.
"Oh, don't put that away because of me," Jack said. He smiled appeasingly. "I'm just not eating this week. It's an assignment for the Psych Students. An experiment of sorts." He leaned towards Emma just a fraction. "In fact, if you want to help me, you should eat that sandwich right in front of me, slowly, and monitor my reactions."
"Not hitting on Country girls again, are we, Jack?"
Emma spun around, half-embarrassed and half-relieved, to see a thin blonde girl bouncing towards her. Everything about her was hard and angular, from her pointy nose and chin to her spiky pigtails. She leaned down, crooked a finger under Jack's chin, and kissed him full on the mouth before plopping down on the ground right next to him, facing Emma. Emma was quite taken aback and must have looked alarmed, because the girl started laughing – a loud, discordant sound – and said "What, you've never seen a kiss before?"
Emma had never seen a kiss before – at least, not on Upper School grounds. Every Student in Carr City was much too focused on his or her Studies in order to worry about things like kissing. But this girl already didn't seem to fit the mold of Carr City Student – brash and nonchalant, she had a slightly dangerous air about her. Emma didn't like it.
Jack sighed and gestured between the two girls. "Moxie, this is Emma. Emma, Moxie."
"Charmed," Moxie said, holding out her hand. Emma took it and shook, saying, "That's an unusual name."
"Well, it's Amanda really. Amanda Moxheim. I just go by Moxie." She grinned cheekily.
"Moxie is…an old family friend," Jack told Emma. For some reason, Emma couldn't imagine the families of these two very different people getting along.
"And Emma is that Journalism Student I was telling you about."
Emma barely had time to register that Jack had been talking about her before Moxie said, with what seemed like genuine enthusiasm, "Ooh, Journalism. What's it like to be the last of a dying breed?"
Emma blinked somewhat owlishly, not knowing what to say.
"I'm in Cosmetics myself," Moxie announced proudly. "It's loads of fun, and it's in really high demand, what with all this new surgical technology floating around." She winked at Emma. "Not that you would know anything about being in demand, would you?"
When Emma again didn't say anything, Moxie turned to Jack. "Does she talk?"
"Moxie, why don't you go now," Jack said. It wasn't a question. Unfazed, Moxie looked between Emma and Jack and nodded. "Sure. I'll see you after School."
She bounced off. Jack looked at Emma and sighed. "I'm sorry for her."
"I don't like her," Emma blurted out.
Jack smiled. "Most girls don't. You could have been a little more social."
Emma shrugged. "I don't really have much to say."
"How can that be true? You're studying Journalism."
"Okay. I don't have much to say to her."
Jack leaned back casually. "She grows on you."
Emma snorted. "Easy for you to say. You're dating her."
Jack sat up abruptly. "No." he said emphatically.
"No?"
Jack looked right at Emma. "Moxie and I have known each other for many years. Everyone expects us to get married, which is why, naturally, we've never been attracted to each other in the slightest."
Emma felt a small pang of relief, closely chased by embarrassment. She struggled to keep her face neutral. "But she kissed you."
Jack shrugged. "It's something people do."
"Not in Farm Country, they don't."
Jack grinned. "Did your parents not kiss you enough as a child?"
"I don't have Daddy issues, if that's what you're suggesting, Mr. Psychology."
Jack closed his eyes and smiled serenely, tipping his head back. "Then you need to spend more time in the City. You look like you could use some kissing."
Emma flushed scarlet, glad that Jack's eyes were closed.
"Moxie and I are going to the Harbor after School. Do you want to come?"
Emma suddenly felt as though someone had lit a pleasant fire in her belly. "The Harbor?" She tried to prevent the excitement from creeping into her voice, to no avail. The Harbor was an enigma; a place of color and music on the opposite end of the City from Farm Country. She had never been there, only heard stories and rumors from Joe and Hal. "Yeah…I would love to."
She looked up into Jack's smirking face and tried desperately to quell her impulse to laugh out loud with excitement. He wanted me somewhere! He wanted me to go somewhere with him!
"But I'd have to tell Schnell," Emma said, deflating somewhat. "He won't be too happy."
There was a long pause.
Finally, Jack asked, "Who's Schnell?"
Emma ducked her head, hearing the edge in his voice. "He's my neighbor…" she said. "He sort of…took it upon himself to look after me at School."
"Oh, Schnell," Jack said. "Byron Schnell?" His voice was laced with distaste.
"Yes," Emma said, embarrassed.
"Isn't he a Twelfth-Year?"
"Yes."
"So then isn't he Interning?"
Emma blushed a little at Jack's questions. "He still comes back to ride the bus with me home," she said softly.
Jack stiffened. "You don't need to tell him where you're going," he said. "He sounds overprotective to me."
Emma didn't know enough to confidently call the hardness in Jack's voice jealousy, but she had a hunch. "I…we'll see," she said.
"But you're definitely coming." It wasn't a question.
Emma looked straight into Jack's eyes. "Yes," she said.
Jack grinned, a leering, predatory grin that showed all of his teeth. "Excellent," he hissed.
Emma looked up from her sandwich into Jack Kasikova's amused face and promptly looked back down again, blushing furiously. "Yeah," she said lamely.
"They're Eleventh-Years, right? What are you going to do without them next year?"
"I don't know," Emma answered. "I'll be the last Journalism Student after they're gone."
She looked up at him again only to find his eyes on her. She took a bite out of her sandwich to avoid having to say anything.
"Mind if I sit with you?"
Emma tried to say "Sure," but no sound came out. She ended up gesturing somewhat brusquely at the ground and Jack sat slowly, indulgently, stretching out his long legs like a cat. Against the gentle slope of the hill in front of the Upper School, they looked even longer. Emma tried not to stare.
Jack didn't appear to have brought a lunch with him; now, Emma felt self-conscious about her sandwich. She took one final bite and wrapped it up, mentally preparing herself for the conversation Jack was sure to initiate.
"Oh, don't put that away because of me," Jack said. He smiled appeasingly. "I'm just not eating this week. It's an assignment for the Psych Students. An experiment of sorts." He leaned towards Emma just a fraction. "In fact, if you want to help me, you should eat that sandwich right in front of me, slowly, and monitor my reactions."
"Not hitting on Country girls again, are we, Jack?"
Emma spun around, half-embarrassed and half-relieved, to see a thin blonde girl bouncing towards her. Everything about her was hard and angular, from her pointy nose and chin to her spiky pigtails. She leaned down, crooked a finger under Jack's chin, and kissed him full on the mouth before plopping down on the ground right next to him, facing Emma. Emma was quite taken aback and must have looked alarmed, because the girl started laughing – a loud, discordant sound – and said "What, you've never seen a kiss before?"
Emma had never seen a kiss before – at least, not on Upper School grounds. Every Student in Carr City was much too focused on his or her Studies in order to worry about things like kissing. But this girl already didn't seem to fit the mold of Carr City Student – brash and nonchalant, she had a slightly dangerous air about her. Emma didn't like it.
Jack sighed and gestured between the two girls. "Moxie, this is Emma. Emma, Moxie."
"Charmed," Moxie said, holding out her hand. Emma took it and shook, saying, "That's an unusual name."
"Well, it's Amanda really. Amanda Moxheim. I just go by Moxie." She grinned cheekily.
"Moxie is…an old family friend," Jack told Emma. For some reason, Emma couldn't imagine the families of these two very different people getting along.
"And Emma is that Journalism Student I was telling you about."
Emma barely had time to register that Jack had been talking about her before Moxie said, with what seemed like genuine enthusiasm, "Ooh, Journalism. What's it like to be the last of a dying breed?"
Emma blinked somewhat owlishly, not knowing what to say.
"I'm in Cosmetics myself," Moxie announced proudly. "It's loads of fun, and it's in really high demand, what with all this new surgical technology floating around." She winked at Emma. "Not that you would know anything about being in demand, would you?"
When Emma again didn't say anything, Moxie turned to Jack. "Does she talk?"
"Moxie, why don't you go now," Jack said. It wasn't a question. Unfazed, Moxie looked between Emma and Jack and nodded. "Sure. I'll see you after School."
She bounced off. Jack looked at Emma and sighed. "I'm sorry for her."
"I don't like her," Emma blurted out.
Jack smiled. "Most girls don't. You could have been a little more social."
Emma shrugged. "I don't really have much to say."
"How can that be true? You're studying Journalism."
"Okay. I don't have much to say to her."
Jack leaned back casually. "She grows on you."
Emma snorted. "Easy for you to say. You're dating her."
Jack sat up abruptly. "No." he said emphatically.
"No?"
Jack looked right at Emma. "Moxie and I have known each other for many years. Everyone expects us to get married, which is why, naturally, we've never been attracted to each other in the slightest."
Emma felt a small pang of relief, closely chased by embarrassment. She struggled to keep her face neutral. "But she kissed you."
Jack shrugged. "It's something people do."
"Not in Farm Country, they don't."
Jack grinned. "Did your parents not kiss you enough as a child?"
"I don't have Daddy issues, if that's what you're suggesting, Mr. Psychology."
Jack closed his eyes and smiled serenely, tipping his head back. "Then you need to spend more time in the City. You look like you could use some kissing."
Emma flushed scarlet, glad that Jack's eyes were closed.
"Moxie and I are going to the Harbor after School. Do you want to come?"
Emma suddenly felt as though someone had lit a pleasant fire in her belly. "The Harbor?" She tried to prevent the excitement from creeping into her voice, to no avail. The Harbor was an enigma; a place of color and music on the opposite end of the City from Farm Country. She had never been there, only heard stories and rumors from Joe and Hal. "Yeah…I would love to."
She looked up into Jack's smirking face and tried desperately to quell her impulse to laugh out loud with excitement. He wanted me somewhere! He wanted me to go somewhere with him!
"But I'd have to tell Schnell," Emma said, deflating somewhat. "He won't be too happy."
There was a long pause.
Finally, Jack asked, "Who's Schnell?"
Emma ducked her head, hearing the edge in his voice. "He's my neighbor…" she said. "He sort of…took it upon himself to look after me at School."
"Oh, Schnell," Jack said. "Byron Schnell?" His voice was laced with distaste.
"Yes," Emma said, embarrassed.
"Isn't he a Twelfth-Year?"
"Yes."
"So then isn't he Interning?"
Emma blushed a little at Jack's questions. "He still comes back to ride the bus with me home," she said softly.
Jack stiffened. "You don't need to tell him where you're going," he said. "He sounds overprotective to me."
Emma didn't know enough to confidently call the hardness in Jack's voice jealousy, but she had a hunch. "I…we'll see," she said.
"But you're definitely coming." It wasn't a question.
Emma looked straight into Jack's eyes. "Yes," she said.
Jack grinned, a leering, predatory grin that showed all of his teeth. "Excellent," he hissed.
Literature
Virginal Year
It feels like poetry for a new beginning:
Running in slow motion,
Laying a fresh path in the
Tentative first snow of a virginal year.
Your hand shapes a safe home in which my
Shivering fingers nestle;
You sow a field of forgetting
Over the weary road behind.
Untouched and unafraid, this
Unfamiliar unconditionality, this
Darkness so vivid, this
Uncertainty so certain.
We build that which is
From that which we were.
In the sanctity of our year,
In the unwritten and pure,
You and I are as new in this moment
As ever we have been.
We are here.
We are now.
We are.
Literature
on distance
this is how the distance kills you
and this is how the kilometres stretch
across your skin like little scales on a map
too uniform to measure out
your longing. they run down your hands
that are always empty and across
the spaces to someone whose hands
may or may not be collecting
the moments you couldn't be bothered
to count. you only know that
they all fall under the category of
another time when i was alone.
you take walks. or try to.
you end up sitting
by your front door, shoes half-laced,
and you tell yourself that this is only
the first time, that you are allowed
time to dissipate and wonder
how many synonyms there are for
lost.
you
Literature
The Siren
Given half the chance, she'd rather sleep
Alone, half-frozen on the ocean floor
And picked apart by eels like so much seaweed,
Than undertake the chore of your affections.
Understand that you are not the first:
So many so-called "well-intentioned" men
Have thrown themselves upon her reef declaring
"Rescue!" she needn't even cast a net
To catch her keep. Yet still you come ashore
With vows to make your world your gift to her
As though her own were somehow wanting.
You claim the siren's singing lured you here?
You listened to that hoarse, rampageous scream,
"Away! Get back!" and called it music? No,
Though you and she may share a mother tongu
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This takes place when Jack, Emma, and Moxie are Ninth-Years, around fourteen years old.
I am very serious about this story and these characters, because the current plan is to turn them into a novel. That being said, I desperately want and need critique on these pieces; if you can spare some wisdom, please share it!
Read more about Emma and friends (including Jack) here.
This takes place when Jack, Emma, and Moxie are Ninth-Years, around fourteen years old.
I am very serious about this story and these characters, because the current plan is to turn them into a novel. That being said, I desperately want and need critique on these pieces; if you can spare some wisdom, please share it!
Read more about Emma and friends (including Jack) here.
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